1st l o s t s o u l ~ [Action/Voice]

[mmmfilletofsoul]

[There's a rather strange new feather walking around town right now. For one, she seems to have torn off a strip of cloth from around her new-feather dress to blindfold herself, for whatever reason. Despite that, she seems to be getting around just fine...]

[But that's not all! Even if she weren't wearing the blindfold, she's not even trying to watch where she's going. She's too busy leafing through the journal in her hands, occassionally shaking it as though she expects the voices inside to just fall out. And those of you paying attention over the networks have likely noticed that she is holding it upside down as well.]

[In a moment, she stops walking and lets out a very small sigh before stating the obvious to whomever is listening.] I am no longer in the Stendrion Desert, am I.



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[Action]

[oda-hates-me.livejournal.com]

The soul has parts... [a hum. He's never thought of the soul in such terms. It's a new experience all around]

If you could... what are the parts of the soul? And which one do you feed from?

[Action]

[illusional]

I am uncertain whether these could be considered universal, but generally illusionists break them down into four parts: length, strength, potency, and power. I feed from the power of a soul, which is essentially the stamina a creature has at any given time. When power grows low, eating or sleeping replenishes it.

[She pauses for a moment and her voice grows softer.] Normally illusionists feed from the potency of a soul. It defines everything that makes a person who they are, including their emotions. To remove it is dangerous, often painful, and... it changes them.

[Action] /sob I should've replied to this days ago /fails

[oda-hates-me.livejournal.com]

Eeeeeeh.

[So much to take in - stamina and power... well, he's got that in spades, good to know. But he has to keep asking questions so he gets a bigger picture of what he signed himself into]

Change... how? Does it screw up their emotions or their personality?

[Action] Don't worry about it~ <3

[illusional]

A bit of both. A person's personality stems from how they emotionally react to a given situation. Without a soul's potency, there are no emotions. They would be unfeeling and unable to understand the feelings of those around them.

No more than a tenth of potency can be safely removed. A person will be unaffected by that. With less than half of it removed, a person can still recover, but it may take years of relearning how to understand and cope with emotions until they are the same again...

More than half and it is irreversible, unless I were to die.

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[oda-hates-me.livejournal.com]

[A small part of him absorbs the information in calculated detachment... leaving the rest to boggle at the gravity of the statement. It's only morbid curiosity that makes him ask]

When a soul is completely removed where you live, do the people die? Or are they just lifeless husks after that?

[Action]

[illusional]

[She doesn't answer right away. That's not the sort of question she would expect anyone to ask; it wasn't exactly a pleasant answer.]

If their heart does not give out to the strain of having their soul removed, creatures tend to take their own lives in order to end their suffering. I have never seen a creature live longer than a few hours after having so much of its soul removed.

[Action]

[oda-hates-me.livejournal.com]

[Well... that was gruesome in all the worst ways.]

I get it.

Thank you for answering all my questions so patiently, Cheyenne-chan.

[Action]

[illusional]

Of course. I do not wish for you to be at all ill-informed when you have so willingly offered to assist me. Rather, I am sorry my answers must be so upsetting. Few humans in my memory have heard the same answers and taken it so well.